Hi,

Yes, I did read all of the links, most of them multiple times and I sincerely appreciate you sending them to me!

I've found that the problem in our relationship was the both of us holding a grudge towards one another, angry all of the time, and the biggest issue was our lack of communication. I wish that I could go back, because I am positive, if I would've went about issues a different way, I know that we both would've been beyond happy together. I know now that I will make him happy and that our marriage will be amazing.

He is now seeing my ex friend and I had been holding onto a lot of anger and resentment over that. It turned my world upside down. The meditations have helped so much and I now can totally quiet my mind and stay focused. I've been practicing mindfulness and gratitude a lot. I am most definitely calm and neutral and I have positive thoughts for the future, it's like a movie playing in my head of what our marriage IS going to be and I'm more at peace than I have been in a very long time. Thank you so much for the quick response. I hope you're having a wonderful day!

Blessings

XY