Hi Slavka. How are you? Sorry I didn't contact you. I went too far with meditations. It changed my personality so much in a short time, that i was scared. I am good now. Actually I went back to real myself again and its good that you guys show me different way to live my life. I never experience and never knew how people can see world differently depend from the energy around them. These days I am different. I love myself, I do yoga, take my time and most important me and my husband are back together. We bought a house together and i am surprised everything goes smooth, he compromises and me too. I just understand it cant be everything like i want and it is not important to get everything my way. We can speak now about emotional things peacefully without screaming and it is because our pain and anger left us. We start again, but this time we remember we cant hurt each other because pain will grow again and it will be the same angry stage like before. We remember our bad experience and are lucky, that we had a chance to start again. Anger will never bring you anywhere. We both are so happy now and enjoying everything together. Thank you :-)