Hi Pavol,
I’m travelling back home from today’s meditation. It was again better and deeper than before. I’m moving forward, doing small steps :) I finished the book, I do exercises and meditate with the yellow candle. My sadness is fading away. I gave him those things, he cried. One interesting event happened. On Wednesday I was with the daughter of my ex-husband, she is very cute. My ex took me home. When we were alone, he asked me, if there would be a chance that I would return back :) …no, it wasn’t. Now I knew you were right, that this moment would come. And you are right, it was me, who made decision and choose not to return back! It came in another time I wanted and expected, it came, when I was able to let it go. It is hard to believe, isn’t it :) Could you please recommend me another book? Thank you very much and wish you and Marion nice day!